Lost well more of a stolen debit card T_T
Can things get worst?

So I call to put a block on it and they ask for my check card number WTF and why would I just have that laying around that's dangerous!

Since I was on the road I had to call my mother at work to log in to my online banking which since she acts pc illiterate it took forever then I had to call back.

Ugh this just sucks. I only have 100 bucks until 10 days. There goes me shopping early for xmas T_T.

Maybe I can cash my next check at one of those check cashing places but I heard they take a percentage

I'm tired of all this stress

um yea so I put in my two weeks. I don't seem very ecstatic because of the circumstances I had to produce it under. I am as they say "sick and tired of being sick and tired." Really the timing couldn't suck more but I haven't ate anything significant in days because I feel physically sick when thinking of going to work and when at work I lose any type of appetite I had.

I'm already looking for another job. As unlikely it is I'll find one soon. I don't want to wallow and scratch my butt sitting in the house wasting time.

My mother on the other hand wants me to go back to college. So who knows I'll apply around to make her happy.

On one hand I'm sad it had to come to this but on the other hand I have some relief hidden in me somewhere. I guess in 2 weeks we'll see how everything turns out.

I really wish my mail order items would come in. *gah* I unno..I'm sulking. My mom orders essence magazine and my horoscope for January 2010 and December 2009 have been so correct. I think I should follow my instincts more often because I knew all along what I had to do. It's just I'm a sorta masochist. I gotta take some abuse before I give up XD not satisfied unless there was a battle.

I'm just itching to do a video but the mail is being so slooow. I remember mentioning I went shopping at Macy's and got some very cheap stuff. I went again today and bought something else. I have two things coming from TaoBao that is taking forever. I placed an order November 20th!! More than likely I'll have to sign and more than likely I'll be at work and then I'd have to try and pick it up at the post office. *ugh*

I also ordered a new cellphone!!! Wee. I have T-mobile now ^.^ That way I can enjoy buying cool unlocked phones. Even though I've been with Verizon for almost 8yrs. I'm tired of their shitty phones and being stuck with it for 2 yrs unless you want to pay ridic high prices for a new one. So I got one of the free phones and probably after x-mas I'm going to orde the Lg icecream. it's adorable.

I got my two sisters their presents today. I got them Uggs. They both wanted them. My one sister wears a size 4 so like everywhere they sold out journeys especially. So I went to littles shoes. and they had them!!! After that I hung around squirrel hill. It had been so long since I've been there. Maybe years. So it was nice to go there again.


Right now I'm going to finish watching my tutor, my friend. Then probably go sleep...I unno. I'm off Monday lol. I'm terribly bored now.

I'm so tired. It's my day off and I'm to tired to even go to work and pick up my check. That's why I hate not working Fridays because usually I can just walk to the bank and deposit my check. Either that or I need to get direct deposit. Xd so I guess that makes 2 paychecks just sitting in my purse. I'll deposit them Monday I guess.

I was looking at fares to NY. I wanted to see greyhound. ugh cheap prices but 9-10 hr ride!! Same with train. NO WAYS...so looks like I'll be spending the 300+ on a plane for a 5-6hr flight. I'm not going to stop in Philly and take the bolt bus. Even though it was cheaper Its confusing.

This way I can take a suitcase. I want to stay for at least 4 days. I don't know if I can do a week. unless I go to new york in later months.

anyways I guess I'll spend today working on Garuzupress's renewal. I also went shopping the other day (caught some deals) and I'm going to post about it as soon as some other things I ordered online comes!

Thats why I don't need another day off. XD

I try to practice makeup. Plus my hair was extra scrumptious today.

So I was looking through old Popteen magazines and wanted to do an Tsubasa inspired look.
( Undeer the sea for steps I took )

Happy Thanksgiving to all my fellow Americans!

I'm going to go eat dinner in a few. Yesterday was pretty grand. I went to work from 6am-2pm. I could not wait to get off because I was going to go see Twilight Sag: New Moon.

I treated my mom and sister to the movie and after word treated them Cheesecake Factory. I had never been there before!

New Moon:

I enjoyed the movie spite the fact that It was really long ------- I feel more for Jacob now XD. I can't wait to buy the movie but don't think I can go and watch the movie all over again in theatres.

Cheesecake factory:

It was pretty upscale hahha considering we all just went on a whim LOL my sister said she felt so out of place in her sweats. XD I had bought the pizza it was OK my mom and sister both liked their dishes. We all ordered some slices of cheesecake to take home. I just got the original I'm plain Jane and it was deliciousssss.


off topic but I did my nails in gradient a couple days ago just because I wanted to try it out but I need some good nail polish I've heard of OPI/China glaze but where can you buy those? Or are there any good nail polishes I had used claires which chipped like crazy.

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My cat after eatting lol

So bored. Yesterday went back to work after 2 days off. I was already pissed off 15minutes into the day after the "staff meeting". *grr* I was so contemplating putting in my resignation to quit after Xmas. I want to tell her early so she get someone to take my place. I could "train" them or something.

anyways. I'm off today which is good thing. I'm also off Thanksgiving and the day after. My family is thinking of going to see New Moon on Thanksgiving. I can't wait!

I think tomorrow I'm going to go to Burlington and donate a coat...like I've been planning since it started THEN go take out money to donate to my sisters school towards the ICE/SOS foundation.

I finally received my freaking magazines I bought during a fund raiser. I was like OKAY I bought 2 subscriptions back in Sept! Where are my mags lol.

I've been thinking of the Garuzupress 1st anniversary. aah what to do. I really enjoy looking back through the journal knowing its one of the only journal conveying this type of info *to my knowledge* so I wanna do somethin special. I've already commissioned for some new graphics etc. but giveaways are a must XD.


I got 3 months!!

oooh I also pre-ordered Rina's movie Girls life on accident. WHY 47.00 for a DVD!!!!? T.T

Hi yall. Been a while since the Friday 13th incident and I was rewarded with 2 days vacay and everything. So today is the first day. It's raining and pouring so I decided to stay in. Thank you for your comments :D. Cheered me up. I'm kind of over it. There is still tension but I'm kinda glad it happened I can see so much clearer now.


I've been rocking that Gyaru Odango bun for a couple days and just love it so much. I decided to do a picture tutorial. I'm thinking of sharing it with everyday gyaru not sure tho XD....I've shyed away from the gal communities LJ.

Link to YT: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ZjrFFh8d6Q

---------I need to put a warning do not try with glued extensions. I tried before in the summer and just ouch haha.-----------

I want to try the ribbon hairstyle that xiaxue did on one of her vids. XD we'll see.

Hope everyone else is well. Jaz!

Today was the worst day of my life....like wow....

Friday the 13th for real O_0...I'm still in some kind of daze.

Needs a hug, new life, new friends.

freakin amazing....